we must go there AGAIN!!! soon!!
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i may not look it, but i really appreciate everyone's company. gone are the days when it was so easy to get everyone out to meet at a common time and place. each of us have our own commitments and priorities now, some more than others. i get frustrated when i don't get to see all of you, and i think my face says it all. but then i get angry at myself for being so selfish and not understanding enough towards the people around me. i don't deserve friends like you guys. i will try my best-est-est to change. whenever i'm behaving like an idiot, please tell it straight to my face that i'm an asshole. sometimes, i just need people to smack me awake with harsh words. i thank you in advance! =)
