and that light which could well be the only dim one in the months to come... that jason mraz light... is flickering... flickering... flickering...

almost gone.

all because i have zero guts to go by myself.

AAAARRRGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! screw sim for not releasing the exam dates when i needed to plan. and screw sim twice for STILL not releasing the dates. and kick myself off a skyscraper for not being spontaneous enough.


i have something else to blog about but im too incensed and disappointed to think. some other time perhaps. or maybe not at all.