i dont know what to do with her. she's gone mental.

i think i hit a raw nerve when i passed a remark about her running off with her 'lover'. and indeed, she WAS planning to do just that. sees us as enemies now, she is.

it's like a pressure cooker in here.


funny how people can be so blinded by 'love'. when you are in 'love' with somebody, you'd think that whatever the person says or does is the rightest-test thing in the world. noone would be able to sway your perception of that person. funny.

i say 'love' in inverted commas because i dont buy all that lurve thing. Man are after all social creatures. we use each other for companionship. People get tired of each other and the relationship gets old and boring. and they say 'i love you' to the next The One that comes along. BAH. Dont people feel cheated if their ex hooked up with someone else soon after breaking up? dont give me all that "i'm happy that he/she has finally found somebody" crap.

Pardon my cynicism. i am not here to offend anybody.

afterthought: maybe i'm just devoid of love. HUR. or maybe you people can throw this post back at me when i claim that i am finally in love.