i'm only human... others are too. but why do i fail terribly at just being one?

brought my a.c notes instead of my a.c tutorial and was made to stand the whole lesson. just in case you didn't know, those who didn't pass their physics in common test or last year's promos have to pass up every tutorial. I for one, am one of those. i freaking forgot to bring mine today... and while the teacher went through the next tutorial on analogue electronics, there i was, at the back of the classroom, stoning and casting frequent glances at the clock, counting down to the end of the lesson. not that i don't want to listen to the teacher, it's cos i don't freaking get what he's saying all the time. yes. ALL the time. he talks sooooo slowly. slow until cannot catch. get what i mean? no? nvrmd.

i forgot to bring my pe shirt today and that teacher forced me to wear one from the school which was almost 10 sizes bigger than what i usually wear. what the fuck. that bitch. for some reason i got so upset i almost cried. yan, thanx for being there for me...

games made me all the more frustrated. some people just don't fucking know how to count. sorry, but that is how vulgar i can be when i'm pissed.

saw a beautiful rainbow this morning! made me so cheerful! but i ruined the day. how lousy a human can i be?