was talking to melv just now on msn, and even he notices that im not so close to so and so anymore. its so competitive now and friendships have been neglected. when was the last time we went out together? it's saddening. the sense of comfort and calmness i've lost since the very first day of the term. it's making me scared. lost. confused.

i wanna get away from all this. someone please, take me away from this place.