School's as mundane as ever, tutorials lectures tutorials lectures. oh. and add touch rug to the equation and what do u get? a damn tired and stressed out val.

wed went to science centre for some talk and wah... when i got there, images of me and the other kids from tenderlink running those very carpeted floors flahed through my mind. the memories came flooding back... excursions for us little kids. we'd all rush for the back seats and sing all the way to our destination. was so damn fun at that time. all of us were so carefree then! haiz.

anyway, the journey to science centre was so damn long... got back in time for training and my muscles are seriously hurting like hell. cant even climb stairs properly lah. becoming old woman already lah. aiyoh.

went home, bathed, had dinner and sat down at my desk. i stared at all the tutorials i hadnt been doing and my dam broke. i just sat there and cried my eyes out for at least an hour i think. its been along time since i last cried yer know. and today, when mr tan asked about why we were all looking so lethargic lately, i suddenly felt like crying again... but i tried hard not to... he's so concerned about us! so touched... im so thankful to have mr tan as our civics tutor! =)

jess and ser cried after that though, sat outside the aquarium and cried together. haha. i was all smiley still yer know. i believe that laughter is the best medicine... u see me laughing so much... but its just my way to 'chase' away the sadness. my laughter is just a mask. yep.

CLAO and A level results are out next week, next wed in fact. good luck peeps! i hope i dun have to touch chinese ever again. save all the crap about chinese gaining importance in our society and all the losing your roots or whatever. i''ve had enough of chinese. please. spare me yea?